Last night

So yesterday my lock up restarted.
I have not had an orgasm since 2-21-13.
I forgot how much my cb makes me remember how great an orgasm feels.
For those that have not experienced lockup that will not make sence.
My kh says she has some tasks for me to preform before i can be unlocked.
I look forward to both of us stepping up and doing this right this time.

I am back

So yesterday we decided to lock her cock back up again.
We made a few mistakes the first time but are working on fixing them.

last post on blogger

i was informed last night that my KH could not reply to my posts so i am moving this to live journal.
here is the new link

set a record

i have now set a personal record for wearing my cb6k!!!!

today is day 6
today is also day 10 without an orgasm
sleeping is getting better or i am getting used to the cb6000
i did wake up last night 3 times but i was able to deal with it and return to sleep.

i am wondering when i will be allowed to remove the cb6000 and have an orgasm.
my KH has not said a release date or even if she will release me before i see her again.
time will tell

i think my balls are growing
either that or my perception is that they are growing.
maybe they are just growing from the teasing an the lack of release.
if that is true i am looking forward to this release :}

decent night and good start to the day

last night was pretty decent.
i only woke up a couple of times and only once for stiffness.

today i stopped and showered.
removed the device for 35 mins to clean it and myself.
everything seems to be alright so far, lets hope it stays that way.

i am not sure how long my KH will keep him locked up but i am soon to reach a new mark for this device, today is day 5, tying my old mark with this device.
my longest was 8 days in my homemade device.
i am curious to see if i can go 15 days without an orgasm and without removing the device except to clean it and myself.

my KH has decided that i will tease myself for 15 mins again today by stroking my balls and teasing my ass with my finger while imagining it was her doing it.
how i love the way she teases.
someday i hope she "slips" and her finger penetrates my ass :}

thinking

it has been over a week since i had my last orgasm.
i know it has been longer than that for her :(

is it normal for me to think about how tight, hot, wet and needy HER pussy is?
is it normal for me to think about licking her till her head lays back and her breath shortens as the first waves of an orgasm over take her?

i am not sure if it is or not but that is all i can think about.

last night

last night was different.
i must be getting used to my cb6000 as i only woke once with a stiff problem.
i am looking forward to sleeping through out the night without being awoke with a problem.
i do miss being able to stroke my cock or even touch it.

i am not sure how long i will be locked away but i am sure that i will be let out someday.