last post on blogger

i was informed last night that my KH could not reply to my posts so i am moving this to live journal.
here is the new link

set a record

i have now set a personal record for wearing my cb6k!!!!

today is day 6
today is also day 10 without an orgasm
sleeping is getting better or i am getting used to the cb6000
i did wake up last night 3 times but i was able to deal with it and return to sleep.

i am wondering when i will be allowed to remove the cb6000 and have an orgasm.
my KH has not said a release date or even if she will release me before i see her again.
time will tell

i think my balls are growing
either that or my perception is that they are growing.
maybe they are just growing from the teasing an the lack of release.
if that is true i am looking forward to this release :}

decent night and good start to the day

last night was pretty decent.
i only woke up a couple of times and only once for stiffness.

today i stopped and showered.
removed the device for 35 mins to clean it and myself.
everything seems to be alright so far, lets hope it stays that way.

i am not sure how long my KH will keep him locked up but i am soon to reach a new mark for this device, today is day 5, tying my old mark with this device.
my longest was 8 days in my homemade device.
i am curious to see if i can go 15 days without an orgasm and without removing the device except to clean it and myself.

my KH has decided that i will tease myself for 15 mins again today by stroking my balls and teasing my ass with my finger while imagining it was her doing it.
how i love the way she teases.
someday i hope she "slips" and her finger penetrates my ass :}

thinking

it has been over a week since i had my last orgasm.
i know it has been longer than that for her :(

is it normal for me to think about how tight, hot, wet and needy HER pussy is?
is it normal for me to think about licking her till her head lays back and her breath shortens as the first waves of an orgasm over take her?

i am not sure if it is or not but that is all i can think about.

last night

last night was different.
i must be getting used to my cb6000 as i only woke once with a stiff problem.
i am looking forward to sleeping through out the night without being awoke with a problem.
i do miss being able to stroke my cock or even touch it.

i am not sure how long i will be locked away but i am sure that i will be let out someday.

busy couple of days

for the last couple of days i have been busy with work.
still locked up and feeling the need to pop a nut.
the device is working as it should.

the panties were a good idea mentaly but not so much in reality.
for me they put to much pressure on the balls when sitting and driving for 10 hours a day.

my KH and i talked today.
she asked me what i wanted out of this.
i told her i wanted to see how long i could go locked up without an orgasm.
she seemed shocked.
i think she thougth i wanted to never cum again.
i explained to her that i would like to set a goal and work towards it gradually but i did not want to deny her my penis when she wanted it.
i think she is ok with that idea.

we agreed that taking the device off for a cleaning is not a "removal" and time gets started from zero.
if it is removed by her and i orgasm, or it is off more than a few hours that constitues a removal.

i think she is getting the hang of this KH thing, i love her for even trying.

it is over, or is it?

last night was HORRID.
i awoke 4 times with morning wood.
3 of the times i could "think" it away.
the last time i awoke with more pain than i could handle.
i took the emergency key and removed the device.
that was about 6am.
after some thinking about what had happened i have come to the conclusion that i screwed up.
i need to stop drinking water or soda more than 2 hours before i go to bed.
that will help me alot, i think.
the panties did help some last night as i left them on through the first 3 times of waking up.
they did not help the last time.
i am going to take a shower and reapply the device and start my day counter over.
more to come later

what have i done? (long post)

today i did it.
i removed the device long enough to check for rashes and irritations then locked it back on as there were none.
in locking it back on i also locked away the key.
i now no longer have access to it without her permission or approval (except emergency).
i am not sure what my punishment will be if i unlock myself without her approval, but i am pretty sure i do not want to find out either.
it was a strange feeling to click that lock and know i cannot open it.

my KH had me attempt an orgasm last night without touching my cock (as it was still locked up).
she gave me as long as i needed to accomplish that task.
it did not happen.
after 30 mins i gave up trying.
the tightness in my balls is starting to have an effect.
i tried today to touch myself and all i could feel was the cage.
a reminder that i am NOT suppose to be doing that.
i guess that means the device is working :)
tonight she gave me the task of teasing myself for 15 more mins before i lay down for the night.

i tried the underwear thing last night.
i woke up with an even harder wood than the previous nights.
i will try again tonight with the underwear and see if it was just one of those things.

i love my wife/kh
i am proud of her attempting this for me.
not sure how i would have done it without her but i am sure it would not have had the same effect.


most days in chastity - 4
current # of days in chastity - 4
date of last orgasm - 9-17-12
date of last milking - ?-??-??
number of times edged since last orgasm - 6

underwear

after doing alot of reading about things that will help me stay chaste (make my chastity a little easier) alot of people said that panties work best (about 75%).
it varied wildly from user and situation as to which panties work best.
i wanted something that would cover the balls, had no slit for the device to "pop" out of (so male undies were out of the question) and were comfy.
i chose fruit of the loom low rise briefs.
i got mine at walmart but you get the picture.
they are comfy (wearing a pair now) and what a difference they have made in the way my device fits in my tight jeans. WOW.
i will continue to look for them in all white but atleast i know the money was well spent and if you are looking for something to help your chastity time be a little easier, try them.

getting better

or atleast getting used to it.
i still think a cb6000s will be better for me but that will have to wait for awhile.
i awoke twice again last night with the morning wood.
tonight i will try sleeping in underwear and see if that helps.
i was reading on other forums that it does.
my KH is still having me tease myself.
the frustration is starting to set in.
i have went longer without an orgasm but something is different about it this time.
i am not sure what it is.
i am sure part of it is not being able to just reach down and touch myself.
i am sure part of it is not knowing when i will be released (i am not counting my cleaning and checking removal as "removed" unless she allows a release)
the snugness of the tube is totally different than i expected.
tight jeans are out of the question as it causes the base ring to chafe
i wish she was here so i could enjoy giving her some attention.
i will not see her for atleast 10 more days maybe longer.
i do not know if she will allow me release before i see her or when i see her.
if she is on her period when i see her i might not get out of it while i am with her.
the things we think of when we are chaste :)


most days in chastity - 3
current # of days in chastity - 3
date of last orgasm - 9-17-12
date of last milking - ?-??-??
number of times edged since last orgasm - 4

feelings

tonight is the second night i will be locked.
earlier tonight my KH decided i was to tease my testies  again.
i imagined it was her doing the teasing and that she was teasing my anus with her wet finger.
just applying pressure and circling it but not penetrating it.
WHAT A TEASE!!!!
she told me tonight that if i was there with her i would STILL be locked away as she is starting to enjoy the thought of NOT sucking my cock but teasing it instead.
i think she is understanding this more than i realized.
everything seems to be fitting well.
next time i take a shower i will see if i can remove it for a good cleaning and a good inspection.

if anyone has a comment or question
please feel free to leave it or ask it.

better night

last night i showered, reapplied the lube with a q-tip and got ready for bed.
while in the shower i stroked my scrotum for 10 mins, as my KH told me to do.
that did allow my member to fill out the tube.
i am surprised that the tightness i felt from edging was there just from stroking my scrotum.
it is not as intense but it is building.
after my shower i called my KH and told her how i was feeling and she said to do it again before i went to sleep.
like i said earlier, it is slowing building, i can feel it and it is very very different.
this is day 2 without an orgasm and day 2 without touching my member.
about 1:45AM i awoke with a pulling as morning wood started to happen.
i was able to "walk" it off, went to the bathroom and relieved myself then went back to sleep.
that took about 30 mins.
about 4AM same thing happened.
again i was able to "walk" it off and relieve myself (pee) all without removing the device!!!
YEAH ME
so today the trick will be to see if i can do it again.
so far i am 22+ hours chaste and am VERY VERY happy with the results.
the new device was WELL worth buying.
\the comfort is remarkable.
the feel of it keeping me from touching myself is unbelievable.
i do not regret ordering it at all.
if i have to get another one i might order the CB6000s as my member does not completely fill the tube and i think a short would be easier to hide under jeans.
this one is almost invisible under jeans but a short would be even more hidden.

for those wondering i got mine at amazon.com for under $35.00, that included shipping.

dissapointment

last night around 6am i had to remove it.
night time wood made it impossible to sleep.
it is now 9:15 and i am putting it back on since i am up for the day.
this was not s device failure, it wad my failure.
fyi - if you get wood in the cb6000, fo not plan to "piss" it away.
the tube heldmy shaft so tightly that nothing came out until it was removed.
now i am safely tucked back inside my cage.

more to come later

record locked time: 12 hours
date of last orgasm: 9-17-12
start date of current lock up: 9-18-12

wow

about 4 hours in it so far and it is very comfortable.
i am impressed.
i thought the tube woykd be tighter than it is.
i had a hard time (lol) getting into it.
the silicone lube does help ALOT.

my KH had me tease my balls earlier and that was different.
i watched my trapped cock grow but could not touch it.
i was surprised again by how well it fit as my cock grew.

there is a pic of the device with me in it.
i will trim down the sude guide oegs in a week or so after i am sure of the fit

it fits

i am very surprised st how well it fits.
i think i will have to cjange the cuff ring to the next size bigger but with the help of the lube it fits pretty good for my first attempt.

I love my wife

sometimes it is hard for me to explain to her how much i love her.
for some time now we have been discussing male chastity and i know her objections to it.
she has agreed to be the KH and i am to give up the rights to my manhood.
it is an exciting thought giving up that part of me to the woman i love and trust.
i know this would be harder for her if she was with me everyday but she is not so i think the will help her with this idea.
we have tried this before and it did not work because of her and her mindset.
so far she has done a wonderful job keeping me excited.
not sure how it will work once i am locked in my cb6k but i am sure we will find out.

next post, i will be locked in my device for how ever long she decides.