getting better

or atleast getting used to it.
i still think a cb6000s will be better for me but that will have to wait for awhile.
i awoke twice again last night with the morning wood.
tonight i will try sleeping in underwear and see if that helps.
i was reading on other forums that it does.
my KH is still having me tease myself.
the frustration is starting to set in.
i have went longer without an orgasm but something is different about it this time.
i am not sure what it is.
i am sure part of it is not being able to just reach down and touch myself.
i am sure part of it is not knowing when i will be released (i am not counting my cleaning and checking removal as "removed" unless she allows a release)
the snugness of the tube is totally different than i expected.
tight jeans are out of the question as it causes the base ring to chafe
i wish she was here so i could enjoy giving her some attention.
i will not see her for atleast 10 more days maybe longer.
i do not know if she will allow me release before i see her or when i see her.
if she is on her period when i see her i might not get out of it while i am with her.
the things we think of when we are chaste :)


most days in chastity - 3
current # of days in chastity - 3
date of last orgasm - 9-17-12
date of last milking - ?-??-??
number of times edged since last orgasm - 4