what have i done? (long post)

today i did it.
i removed the device long enough to check for rashes and irritations then locked it back on as there were none.
in locking it back on i also locked away the key.
i now no longer have access to it without her permission or approval (except emergency).
i am not sure what my punishment will be if i unlock myself without her approval, but i am pretty sure i do not want to find out either.
it was a strange feeling to click that lock and know i cannot open it.

my KH had me attempt an orgasm last night without touching my cock (as it was still locked up).
she gave me as long as i needed to accomplish that task.
it did not happen.
after 30 mins i gave up trying.
the tightness in my balls is starting to have an effect.
i tried today to touch myself and all i could feel was the cage.
a reminder that i am NOT suppose to be doing that.
i guess that means the device is working :)
tonight she gave me the task of teasing myself for 15 more mins before i lay down for the night.

i tried the underwear thing last night.
i woke up with an even harder wood than the previous nights.
i will try again tonight with the underwear and see if it was just one of those things.

i love my wife/kh
i am proud of her attempting this for me.
not sure how i would have done it without her but i am sure it would not have had the same effect.


most days in chastity - 4
current # of days in chastity - 4
date of last orgasm - 9-17-12
date of last milking - ?-??-??
number of times edged since last orgasm - 6